Whether the kind of form it wears, psychotherapy demands a experience of self -transformation to the therapist. It means that ‘the wounded healer’ can receive a divine calling and the one faced up squarely to his wound and born again through the sufferings and perils, that is ‘the cured healer’, can be the true psychotherapist. This experience of self -transformation includes necessarily the process of pain, death and regeneration. Chiron, the Greek mythical character and a initiation rite of shaman are model for that process. Therefore autobiographical performance of dramatherapist trainee can be said a initiation rite to be a dramatherapist. It contains dangerous journey of transformation with the triple structure of rite of passage that is composed of separation, transference, integration. Add to that, autobiographical performance of dramatherapist trainee has a dramatherapist as a guide for their journey to ensure the security. Autobiographical performance as a initiation rite of dramatherapist trainee, on the other hand, finds root in autobiographical performance as a kind of experimental theater. In its practice the contents of autobiographical performance has been extended from performer’s everyday affairs or specific episode to his or her trauma. A public performance is referred to be the ultimate form of experience, and as that performance takes therapeutic power which links seamlessly aesthetic experience to healing. In practice autobiographical performance of dramatherapist trainee is carried out according to four steps, workshop for autobiographical performance, rehearsal, performance, arrangement. The first step is consists of exploration of the past, considering the pattern and deconstruction of that pattern. After that trainee writes scripts based on what he or she has felt and thought in previous step and rehearses it. In performance step, performers put a play on the stage in the presence of audience. And after the performance they share the impression about the play with audience consist of their family, friends, senior or junior, and acquaintances. Finally reflecting on the whole process of autobiographical performance, dramatherapist trainees make preparations for serious self-transformation and therapeutic work as dramatherapist. Taking all in all, autobiographical performance as a initiation rite of dramatherapist trainee is regarded as dramatherapy work for trainee will be an established dramatherapist in future, indeed peculiar ritual of archetypical self-transformation experience that would be driving force of therapeutic work to come, and meta-dramatherapy puts all essence of dramatherapy - its aim, structure, process and form- together.